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Well, first I am I am a boy 16 1 / 2, and I've never had a girlfriend or boyfriend, I have not had my mind first of all. I have been reliable I knew I was gay because, as I was 11. The last few weeks I'v found a really bad depressed body politics, and began to hate people more than I used to. During Memorial Day weekend, my mother and I went to my aunt and cousin home. My aunt was my mother's powerful about wonderful girlfriend of my cousin (my cousin is 14). And my mom was just staring at me like "why not have a girlfriend.Then the next day when we returned to the family, I sat as still being depressed, and my mother came in and yelled at me "when closing to be depressed, go out and get a girlfriend" very loud and angry. This Styx, I had dreams of being with a woman (not sexually), and the next day I tried turning on my vertical porn, and I will not prevent the tension, and it never happened before. The things I come with you impartial trademark of withdrawal, loneliness, and my mother yelling at me that makes me rumbled up my sexuality, although I remember that I'm gay.Because I do not trust someone can go from gay to two in one day. I also take issue I could be considered as having problems Bonkers. I feel like everybody has to die because that being is absurd. Since becoming depressed I'v I'v started watching videos of people who die and become very vain to him, and myself bitter. When I value reason why I ask to die, I do not indeed rationality, only that I have a yen for her. I command it was not like that....
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