The reason I don't want to accept I am gay?
Question: I think, is because most people gays are exactly the opposite of me
Most of them are friendly and social, like going to the gym and being around people.
Answer: Not all men gays are gregarious and love to party and go to the gym. Many are like you but they simply do not stand as much as the typical gay stereotype because these people are sophisticated and attract much attention.
Do not worry.

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